TODAY : HAPPY.

Let's just say that today was a good day, and I have faith that everyday is going to be the same.

I really do hope that everything you said tonight is true.

I have faith too.

I love you.

HAPPINESS.

Have you ever asked yourselves, what is happiness? Or more specifically, what does happiness mean to you, as a person and an individual?

After yesterday, (my friend's Sweet 16) I think I grasped what happiness is to me.

For me, happiness doesn't have to be fancy. It doesn't have to be of an epic event or presents to make me happy. For me, happiness is simple.

I think I could live in a dump, and be surrounded by the people I love and I'll still be happy.

I think for me, life is not about how much time you have, but about who you choose to spend that time with and what you do together.

I don't need a huge house with a swimming pool in the backyard, or a car that'll cost me. I don't need any of that. I just need to be with the people I love.

My family, my friends and my other half is all I need in life. And the rest, I don't really care about it.

Some may argue that not having those things will cause problems between your family, and everyone you love. At some degree, I do agree with it, but not entirely.

I mean, sure! Of course it is going to be a problem when you're starving and cold. But I don't think I should make that aspect in life a thing that I'll consider for everything. When you think like that, all the material things will consume your life and soon, your life will be one huge fake failure.

But ultimately, I think the definition of happiness is personal. There is no "correct" meaning of happiness. Not that it matters anyway.

Being happy, is whatever that makes you happy. Twilight, Robert Pattinson and reading novels makes me happy.

What makes YOU happy?

ABOUT. ME.

Just a couple of things about me that you should know. (Or quite a few. )

Me, I'm Charlene Cher, and by the looks of it, you are other my friends (so you should already know that.) or the people that read my fanfiction.

That leads me to my next point, fanfiction. Yes, I write it, I read it. I admit it. I think a lot of the fanfiction writers out there, have the real potential to become a real writer, you know those "famous" ones that you buy in bookstores. But they don't, genuinely because they want to enjoy what they do, not sell what they enjoy and make money of it, until the day when you realize that you can't write anymore. The writers - very much like myself - are free. We write when we want to, what we want to, and the same goes for posting. We don't usually have any ties or deadlines to meet. Though, we do have fans to please.

As for relationship status, I am in a very complicated yet simple relationship with someone. And I am not homosexual.

I'm 15. I know, isn't that a little too young for someone to start blogging. No. None of that, thank you. I am completely and genuinely happy with myself. I have a Xanga, and I write what I think on there, it is mainly a portal which I share my thoughts on. A lot of them are rants, realizations or sad things about my life.

This is going to be different. This is mainly for my thoughts on life. I may be 15 but I don't think like a 15 year old.

That's all for now, stay tuned.